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I'm Lan Yu, and I'm currently sixteen. Contact me via blue_fish_95@hotmail.com or look for me at facebook.

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Curiosity kills the cat

Yeah, there are lots of choices in life, leading you on different paths, to different destinations. For example, I do not regret not going to Science Centre with FengXiang and co. today(okay, abit+abit+abit larhhs), 'cos if I did, I would have gone home instead of going to band due to the severe headache Im suffering from, which is the result of too much exposure to radiation due to the long hours infront of the computer. LOLS! Also, I do not regret my decision of not going out with XinYe and co. to the movies, etc, (okayys,maybe abitabit), 'cos if I did, I would be skipping/missing/ponning band practice, which I seriously need, in order to have the feeeeeeeel and play well for the upcoming veryveryvery, might be once in a lifetime, important performance. LOLS! Hope this is a good example:)

Band's not as bad as I thought it would be. Din't know that I was frowning and pulling a long face till Thomas told me. LOLS! Sometimes, I just wish that my emotions won't show so easily and betray me, but, at least Im not hiding anything and faking anything, hehs. Ohh, and, no one's a crybaby, they cry for a reason, not without a reason. Everyone does something with a reason, I believe.

Tomorrow's the rehersal,, not sure if going to sis school for the A level course work exhibition, see my mood bahs. Its really weird, sometimes when I think about my sister and me. She's goddamn artistic, musically talented, have some brains, but is lazy, and somewhat sporty. Me? Im not artistic(I can think and come out with lots of ideas but just cant draw or colour or whatever), am not really musically talented(though I play an instrument). Brains? Let's see... okay larhhs, but am lazy and sometimes don't put it into good use. Sporty? Not very sure, but am active, heh. See the difference? LOLS! But, we have something in common, and that is, our height and our stubborness. And hairstyle, for now. Weight? Nahh, she's really skinny. Standing at 1.5m++ with the weight of only less than 35kg? Woah. Envious? She not proud of it. Ahh wells, we quarelled alot too, but I still have to thank her, for everything, even for scolding me those dirty bad words, as they allowed me to know what they meant. I din't even know what fuck meant till last year, Sec 1, when she started using it veryveryvery frequently, for the slightest thing.

Hehs, that's not something to be proud of, but, she really taught me alot of stuffs, be it on the area of art(how to draw and colour properly) or in life, whether if its intentionally or not. Hehs, its good to have a sister, now then I realise:) Hope Im not too late.

I've learnt something : Not to care so much, I mean, if the thing is not really related to you or makes you dont feel nice or happy, or is in the past, forget it. Life's short, must 心平气和，笑着面对每一天:) Hehs. Translation: Be calm and face everyday with a smile(?) :) Hahas! Not bad arhhs, my chinese:) Ahhs, Tuesday, no school, 'cos of performance. Should I be happy?0.o I want to go for it, yet, I wanna get back my papers and go for the Sec2 combi talk... Aiya, know your priority, which is the veryveryvery important, once in a lifetime performance. Hahahahas! -Eh, no joking matter okay?!- Alright, gosh, Im talking to myself again-.-;; LOLS!

Ahh, got to go:) ANTM showing now, im late!:P Bye!:) and nights!:)